Sometimes I wish I had a mother

-I don’t even have a nice picture of her, so here is her grave next to my grandpa i never met.

Sometimes I wish I had a mother I could turn to,

a shoulder to cry on...

But the only "Mother" I ever had..

Is  long gone and dead.

If I only new for sure you where waiting for me in heaven.....

I wouldn’t ever think twice again.

27. Of January It’s been 10 long years..

Your grave is so far, so I can’t even bring you flowers.

I haven’t brought you flowers for years.

And you loved flowers.

I hope you can forgive me….

10 long years without you..

But still I remember you, and am hurting as you just left me yesterday.

Now one else will ever take your place in my heart.

You will allways be there, that is the only thing in this world I know for sure.

I wish I could have just one moment with you again..

To hear you voice…

To smell you..

Just to be with you.